6 MORE DAYS TIL CHRISTMAS!

I'm not even all that juiced. Lol. I think it's just another day & a sign that the year is coming to an end & I can truly say 2008 was a memorable year to where I grew as a person and became stronger. When I look back to the beginning I thought I would be ending the year with that person & those same group of friends, although I did manage to put my pride aside when it came to that group of friends & we're all good now. I mean good enough to be in the same room with each other I mean there could be awkwardness but we all grown up and there's no time for bickering about the past. Then with that person I thought I'd be with for the New Years 09 I'm not with. Lol. I think it was for the better of both of us, I can say I learned so much from him and I really grew up from being hella immature and letting people step over me. I learned how it was to be a bitch & how it feels to have the upper hand, by far the greatest lesson I've learned for my life. Lol. He was a good guy & that he's better off making someone else happy :) As for me, I've had my share of heartbreaks and breaking hearts so I can't really complain. I just hope that 2009 will be a little better because there's a new man in my life who is potential of being my future. Hahaha, but when do I not say that. I always think the next person is the better person, usually its true but I'm never in the relationship long enough to realize that my future with really with him, obviously. But then again I am young, I have so much more to worry about these kinds of things now buuuuuuut I can't help it. Haha.



PS. This fucking weather is killing me. It's so cold!