Its sunday morning and I'm doing my usual routine going to church, lunch then most likely heading home to sleep my day away. Last night I went to Illusions w/ Brad, Jency, Anna, &Lumanog...and boy that crowd was ..different. They could hella dance -_____- sike. My god, that was a fuckin joke I vomited so many times just looking at them &then their faces. Gross. Hahaa. I was kinda wuzzzin though. Afterwards, we went to brahyans house for no reason? -_- then met up with joel got home around 5AM again and had to wake up for church, again. -_- blah.
Well, I've reached my epiphany when it comes to guys. That point blank, they're full of shit. Honestly, they're the reason I act like a bitch & why I'm not as "caring" as I should be. Because when you said I don't care it cus you gave me a good legitimate fuckin reason to act like I do. I'm irritated as fuck because, I'm just so tired of putting up with bullshit from guys, ALL guys I'm not even excluding any except my bffs. Really, come correctly and you'd be treated the fuckin same but as for now..idk. I don't know why I'm so pissed over this shit cus its happened so many times. I guess I just needed time to vent. Oh and you know what I hate is when dudes talk about the I'm different bullshit. Honestly, I don't ask for too much.. Im just so frustrated. I just really miss so many things that I used to have or at least the way I was treated. Augh. I need to fuckin sleep 3-4hrs is just not enough.
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I'm so on the same page, bro. I'll drink to that.
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